S3 Ep2 Getting Even

In S3Ep2, Krista starts her day reflecting on Mr. Right Here Right Now… disappearing into blissful surrender… flowing into some early morning intimacy… only to find herself “rejected” … Or was she? 

She finds herself going from a powerful awareness of pure happiness to feeling shame and hurt. Building on her inner story (that she is working to release) Krista finds herself thinking about “getting even” for his perceived rejection of her. 

Was her early morning intimacy a true expression of her loving or was there another old story of Krista trying to “keep him coming back” by sending him away satisfied? 

Recognizing that some fear of loss has slipped into her consciousness, she realizes that she was the one who broke their beautiful connection. Her desire to own him and keep him for her own was getting in her way.

Katherine, having a similar experience of a blissful field with Mr. Delicious, enjoying flow and expressions of love from a gentle place, creates a similar break in the field of love. Katherine’s leaning into some morning intimacy doesn’t feel quite right to Mr. Delicious and he questions her motives. Wondering if she was really available, he suggests that she might be topping out. Was she needing to find a way to reciprocate, to offer herself because all the love he was giving her was too much, too outside her comfort zone to just receive? 

Both Gals in their moments of reverie, gave that up for what Gay Hendricks would call an “upper limit.” Feeling the bliss was too unstable, the Gals eventually take full responsibly for the fact that they were not rejected but instead, they rejected the experience of love when the intimacy got to be too much for them.

Will they be able to find their center and reclaim their loving before the guys get home? 

Listen and find out!

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